Friday, September 15, 2006
hello everybody blogging feels so weird now i havent updated in like tenmillion years but since today is my birthday! it merits an entry anddd perhaps i shall talk about prelims too. ugh prelims.
happy things first. my birthdayyy :] im finally 18, not like being legal makes much of a difference, but i feel kinda old now. kinda. but it hasnt really been feeling very birthday-ish, firstly because of the evils of prelims. despite me knowing the importance of prelims (and really i do. applications omg omg !) i still am not studying even a tenth of how hard i should be studying to get good grades for everything even math and econs. math paper1 and 2 are over, paper2 on my birthday omg ugh so tragic, and the paper was semi-tragic too, but whatever i still think ill do better than previously. i mean consistent Os.. you cant really deprove. even an E is better. right?right. :]
and dinika came back for like less than a month and left yesterday, before my birthday too :( so shortt and now everyone misses her even poor marshmallow who's been sulking around the house sad and miserable and not eating. but tis okay she will be back soon enough and the wonders of technology make people never too far away even when they are physically miles away.
so anyway! i was expecting a sad emo birthday where i will think and complain abt how much my life sucks even on days which are supposed to be happy (because of prelims/dinika leaving) BUT thanks to cherylho my wonderful family and my wonderfulwonderful friends i feel so happy and loved and blessed. firstly CHERYLHO thank you for all your effort, it means aloooot to me and your sneakiness was quite effective this year vs last year (because last year mavis was lousy) but im still smart and guessed you were planning something. but i really do love you, very touching present, and all the trouble you went through you are really the bestest friend anyone could ask for honestly :] i promise i will give you manymany balloons and plan something equally exciting for your birthday. (and make you look damnn hot for prom :] )
and by extention thankyou to my family of course, and abel mavis moni roland shiyun glen and zul i think (even though i havent gotten zul's note hmm haha) for the notes too, v touching :] (uh mostly touching hurhur)
and for all the birthday wishes since last night too (even though some woke me up at 1plus HMM haha) and also abel for the effort and cute notebook and very nice smelling pretty box and moni for the clutch which is damnn nice (and omg we bought each other damn similar gifts HAHA) and mavis your blog entry is v touching also.
SO THANK YOU friends i love you all veryvery much :]
okay prelimsprelims. i dont feel like talking about them. except i cannt wait for them to be over, and i think god loves me cuz the only things i studied for history were tested. like, ONLY. eg: provisional govmt for russian rev, mussolini (even though i forgot the economic stuff hmmm.) and 1848 revolutions. and i didnt study lit so my only hope for an A has kinda disappeared out of the window BUT tis okay i will strive harden for womanwarrior hod and frost (ee womanwarrior :[ ) AND i havent touched intl history. busybusy wkend.
AFTER PRELIMS ! there's bangkok and sleepovers and clubbing and everything omg i cannot wait. and of course, application essays which worry me but at the same time are damn exciting, i cant wait to go to uni, but its times like 15th septembers which reminds me how much ill actually leave behind and i really dont want to, ill be so sad/scared.
AH WELL okay im sleepy and i should attempt to study soon BYE everyone and good luck for prelims/promos! :D
shib picked a flower @ 5:32 PM
