Wednesday, June 14, 2006
i am feeling very proud of myself cuz i just finished my rolly essay. so now i can laugh at js and stef and all the other people who havent done it hehe. :)
today's been more productive than most, because there wasnt anything to watch on tv and i actually felt like doing a bit of work for once. so i did some math and found out that the questions are all very difficult and disgusting :( nevermind more math attempts tmr. i realise that i sound like a mugger which is good because i am aspiring to be one.
on another note, i think i became more hardworking because i have actually been forced to stay at home so much and tv got boring because i am sick. flu morphed into stomach flu and i threw up like 12 or 13 times in a night the other night, from 4am-8am or something it was horrible and it was just bile and assorted gastric juices. painful :( then i got injected and now i just have the remanents of the normal flu, with my nose and throat still feeling flammy and gross. very very timely, because cheryl & i planned to embark on grand diet plans for prom starting this week, and i got sick and havent been able to eat anything appetising or anything i'd want to eat alot of. which is good, in a way, but being sick sucks. i realised i hadnt been to the doctor's for a while, i think ive gotten relatively healthier in jc, which is a good thing :D relatively. haha.
also ive discovered that if you enjoy someone's company you can talk to the person endlessly and never run out of things to talk about. sleepovers last week with cheryl and moni led to that discovery, with cheryl and i talking and talking and talking endlessly about the same (few) topics until like 5am or something and not getting tired. haha. its nice when you get to know people better and discover how much theyre like you, eventhough i think most people wouldnt think that cheryl and i have as much in common as we do in reality. except i dont like taking photos of myself and proclaiming that i look very cute, unlike her -_- also it feels weird cuz i havent seen mavis for ages! she's been my very helpful and loyal studybuddy though we usually end up talking, snacking, and watching the omen which freaked me out alot. esp cuz my parents werent at home and i was all alone and it was SCARY.
and i think i have become more mature, and nonchalant. yesterday suprised me, its amazing how i can choose not to care so easily. which is a good thing, i think. :] my mind is very good at choosing what to focus its energies on.
i want to prolong watching episodes 23 and 24 of the oc cuz i dont want to reach the season finale, abel told me its very sad and i dont want to have no tv show to watch until prelims OmGgG. :[
shib picked a flower @ 9:58 PM
