because we all have dreams

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

ah, its funny, i realise that essentially nothing changes. not much anyway. it all goes back to the way it was, largely the same. june holidays now remind me of.. june holidays last year? more or less. strangely enough. or, pre-promos, somewhat. studying is horrible, whether for sat2s or cts or anything. but necesary. mugger shib must surface! but im grateful for the people who have more or less been constants in my life since j1 or so, and some for even longer :)

life is strange, i do think i am getting weirder as the days pass. yesterday's moodswinging and delirious and disastrous moments make me wonder what is wrong with me, really. mm. and i should really stop trying to find direct replacements for everything, because its just not possible. :[ i realise the missing piece tee is apt now more than ever, i guess. i dont know, really.

anyway! xmen3 was entertaining, scary at parts but generally very good. as was da vinci code. i dont get why people think it sucks. i mean its generally a pretty exciting movie. x3 was the first x men movie ive watched ever, so it was quite exciting. i have discovered new eyecandy, iceman! but gale harold and michael rosenbaum are still my first loves, but gale has been replaced by a very cute golden retriever puppy as my desktop background :) mavis cheryl shiyun and abel make good company so thank you : D

sunday was an exciting adventurous day, with alot of walking thanks to foo junsheng (and omg, i still have the blisters to prove it, and they still hurt. GRR) but good food good drinks and good company :) too tired to blog about it more, but yes. discovering new exciting places in singapore is good. and i missed scarlett hotel v much. memories memories but nvm, nvm,nvm. we look forward, not backward. or we try to at least.

speaking of which, i must really start studying. properly. and seriously. yes. for sat2s, and cts and everything else. whee :)

and strangely enough, the only one who has never broken any promises or has never said anything without meaning it or anything like that is.... its strange. thats why i should lower my expectations of everyone, so nothing disappoints and everything is like a happy bonus, just as it is with you. hmm.

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand

The green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could, anybody, deny you?

I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter now I met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes

shib ~~picked~~ a flower @ 11:45 PM