Friday, April 07, 2006
its been an extremely busy, fullfilling, tiring and, in all honesty, fun few days. prep for tmr has been rather intense, all the balloon blowing, packing, more balloon blowing, more packing, arranging of tables, setting up the room, briefing volunteers etc etc etc. but the 1b people and wonderful people like abel and huanna make mind-numbing factory-esque, assembly line work very enjoyable. so thank you all :] and to everyone who helped, even though they didnt have to or didnt particularly want to either, thank you, its for a very good cause. i am seeing so much orance, i think i am going insane. and i think block a&b looks very intimidatingly orange
so all rafflesians and anyone coming down for ORA carnival tmr, PLEASE sign up to be a bone marrow donor. a drop of blood and a bit of courage. and coming from a very pain-phobic person, the finger prick really does NOT hurt. really! and also donate money and buy charms :]
also, from the brief preview i had of haunted house. it is VERY VERY good. amazing what the rp people have done with the avt. so please go support haunted house, too. sorry rp people, junsheng samjo chengchai and khin esp, for the minimal help with haunted house. but roadrunners reunion tmr, yes? :]
these past few days have also been.. confusing. sometimes im so high and happy and delirious, other times i think i am artificially trying to make myself happy, and at other times i am so confused. and too tired to sort out what is happening, the implications, or what i am feeling. spending too much time in school has that effect sometimes. but im generally much happier, and its amazing how little things and amazing people and simple,priceless moments can make me so cheery. and the colour orange, too. and the fact that all our efforts are actually paying off, and the bmdp is getting tons of help and new people on their register. assembly talks made me tear, twice. because jane prior's daughter is very good at the appealing to your emotions thing, and because ive invested so much time and emotions into this project, and because its so rewarding to actually see your efforts paying off. when someone, a j1, said to me that he didnt need the info sheet because he was sure he was going to sign up to be a donor, i wanted to hug him. and all the volunteers, esp today, who stayed almost as long as the committee members, i wanted to hug them too. it renews my faith in rafflesians, and singaporeans in general. :]
so. i hope tmr goes well :]
Finally I figured out, but it took a long, long time And now there's a turnabout, Maybe cause I'm trying There's been times, I'm so confused All my roads, They lead to you I just can't turn, And walk away It's hard to say, What it is I see in you Wonder if I'll always, Be with you But words can't say, And I can't do Enough to prove, It's all for you
shib picked a flower @ 9:37 PM
