Monday, April 17, 2006
today was a gross day in school. was very tired and 2.4 was disgusting, i was reminded for the thousandth time that i should never run when i have gastric. i was also getting severely annoyed and disgusted with people around me, i think i am getting extremely irritable of late but nvm. was also feeling the 'omg why do i even bother' syndrome with certain individuals, and had a disgusting migrane after 2.4 (i hate the sun really. walking 24 blocks up and down in an hour in winter in new york was seriously not a problem at all. but singapore weather is so disgustingly humid ughhh) and harvard talk was really demoralising. and i was feeling really demoralised during the harvard talk too, i dont know why i bothered to go (abel's fault!) cuz it sucks being reminded how inadequate you are. and being reminded of the memories of the past, which are all buried and long gone and extinct now.
BUT, nice phonecalls brighten up my day :] so thankyou mark and evie :] :] and abel and weiqi for the talks (confusing but nonetheless appreciated) in school :]
okay thats really all i have to say. my blog is becoming repetitive, every entry i whine and then end off by thanking nice wonderful people in my life. haha. but wonderful people need to be reminded that they make me happy and that they are loved <3
i must study more, really. my long weekend was disgustingly indulgent, i kept sleeping and eating. like a pig. and reading graphic novels and books and browsing sprees and being Useless with a capital U. haha. sigh.
shib picked a flower @ 11:12 PM
