Thursday, March 23, 2006
cts were quite a disaster. but then thats largely my fault since i hardly studied enough. and i thought i could pass math for the first time but i think i will get an O for the 3rd time in my life. (or worse, omg, the horror.) but! i dont care about cts anymore. at least not till tmr morning when i do my pc paper and then it will officially be over :] i just dread the results
post-ct fun was very relaxing. good company good shopping good food and most of all MOS which was gorgeous and probably the nicest clubbing experience of my life. probably? the songs were such happy songs and everyone was very happy and so it was good. and empowerment songs make us (particularly monisha&me) forget about horrible people and disgusting situations haha. and ranting and bitching is good for the soul. haha. so i tried to ignore stupid msgs and things that made me sad and good music and good company and a bit of alcohol makes it easier. i love mavis evie moni and zul v much :]
but since horrible things cannot be ignored (especially when there are many horrible things at the same time), i think people are very disappointing. or some people are very disappointing. so yes perhaps i should really lower my expectations of people. there are some people who disgust me tremendously as well for example secret slores and people who have in my opinion, quite screwed up priorities and while i try to ignore it, i hate that the end of cts sort of highlights again and again these various disgusting people. ugh. but! not-caring is the key to happiness. ignorance is bliss. yes and i will play all the empowerment songs from yesterday and feel happy and not emo, reflective or sad :] and clarke quay will be a happy place from now on. memory filtration, yes?
okay the rest of this week seems very exciting and fully-planned and it starts with v for vendetta (which, will be a happy memory after watching it with nice people later) and (more) shopping even though im disgustingly broke and birthday present shopping and exciting things like that. whee.
and then after this week life gets back to normal. ugh.
and btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUL my bestfrienddd <3 <3
shib picked a flower @ 10:52 AM
