Saturday, February 25, 2006
yesterday was probably one of the most amazing nights of my life. and most memorable. and emotional. DRAMAfeste, indeed.
its been an amazing month of rehearsals, late nights, the guys scaring the girls at night, messy dinners and messing up a41/a61, gautam cheers, and i dont believe how wonderfully things have turned out. to the MR dramafeste cast, navjote, jade, gautam and the crew, i love you guys and i am extremely proud of all of us, especially the cast for the amazing performance last night. no one expected this at the start of dramafeste prep, not the other houses, probably not even ourselves.. but 3 out of 5 awards. best actor best direction and most importantly, best play. congrats nav jade and gaoshen :] im so grateful, so thankful.. i really dont know what else to say. i honestly had my doubts about dramafeste, i wasnt particularly in love with my house and i remember thinking that i would have rather been in bb or hh or mt cuz of the people i had worked with previously and were close to in those houses.. js chengchai khin samjo zul etc etc etc. but i wouldnt change all of this, for anything. i am being incoherent i know im not exactly capable of thinking properly. everything seems so.. surreal. but yes i love you guys. the euphoria that passed through me when we were holding hands and waiting for the results and hearing 'morrison-richardson' was really.. undescribable. really. i dont think ive felt that happy in a very long time, and screamed that much and hugged so many people. and now we get our free buffet treat! haha so much icing on the cake. :] yes once again, i love you guys <3 BEST PLAY :] :] omgosh. its been so.. worthwhile. :]
on a similar note. monisha gaoshen and jade, though i dont think you guys will read this but, i love you guys. i dont exactly know how all of this happened, in a week? so many things will remind me of all the stupid jokes and all the places with special significance in school will always remind me of you guys. i dont know how things will be from here, with dramafeste over and all. i really hope we dont drift, and i think the tears made that pretty clear. and i know we all dont want to drift. so i really hope we dont. i dont think i can say anymore here, but well i really do love you guys. and gaoshen, congrats on best actor :] and jade, on best director :]
to all the people who gave flowers and hugs and congratulations and everything else, i love you all very much too. <3!
to hadleyhullett, particularly junsheng and zul, i love you guys. i really do, and i do hope youre okay. its so stupid that things should turn out that way, really. sighh. -hug. to bw and particularly cheryl, congrats on best script and best actress. to the other houses, i really think all the plays were fantastic and all houses were really equally matched so congrats. to chengchai, and numerous other people, but cc in particular, its very hard to look at you and not feel guilty and i do hope youre okay. i have been overusing the word love in this post, i think. and this post is becoming very emo. and reflective (like the river :] ).
i hate the way life goes on after this. yesterday was seriously such a rollercoaster ride, ups and downs and highs and lows and a really wide spectrum of extreme emotions. nervousness guilt euphoria excitement helplessness.. and yes guilt. alot of moments of 'omg wtf am i doing?' but it was a really intense night, and well i wouldnt have it any other way actually. multiple interracial non-sexual emotional relationship, aye. :] alcohol emo songs and too much drama is a deadly combination. plus the fact that we are all girly girls who are very prone to crying.
okay i dont know what else to say, i am tired. my tummy feels weird and i dont want life to get back to normal, i hate the fact that dramafeste has ended. that felt so weird to type. dramafeste has ended. i have 4 essays due next week. i skipped two days of school this week. common tests are soon. life gets back to normal, j2 life gets back to being horrible and disgusting :[ sigh.
once again. MR DRAMAFESTE 2006 ROCKED, i love you guys <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
'and that has made everything...worthwhile.'
shib picked a flower @ 2:22 PM
