Friday, January 27, 2006
i shouldnt be blogging, give that my SATs are in less than 12hours and i've only done one practice paper and random practice qns from the book.. and im at A for the word list. thats... quite disgusting. and to american universities, sats are far more important since early decision apps are before you even sit for A's.. i think? or around the same time. which is scary. but oh well shall probably end up retaking them, considering that im so unprepared. i shall just hope for the best for tmr. :] and hope that somehow magically i chose all the right letters. and survive a 3 and a half hour mcq paper, yikes.
eventful week, two movies, MR dramafeste first rehearsals, humans party and my first time at eskibar. the movies were both amazing. le grand voyage and memoirs of a geisha. the first much less hyped about, but extremely meaningful and touching. the ending was unsatisfactory though, sad and sort of unresolved. but i thought the ending of geisha was too overcome-all-odds and unrealistically happy. and there was a severe LACK of male eyecandy. and alot of female eyecandy.
dramafeste rehearsals were reallyreally fun. charades was highly amusing, but please someone explain to me how the hell youre supposed to act out kilometres per hour??! haha. i think eventhough mr isnt a powerhouse house with all those Extremely Talented rp people, i do see potential in the j1s and the j2s and i really do hope we can win.. and we shall try our best too by being a Nice, Open, Not-Overly-Competitive house :] we are nice people :]
humans party was well.. i arrived at 9. because my dad got lost in bukit batok after taking a wrong turn. so silly. but it was fun for the time we were there, and after.. the junior 1b seems very nice and sweet and fun. and i now undestand sarah's love for kaiyang after hearing him sing, ohmygoddd. my mortal found out who i am! how unfun. but she is very nice. as is my angel who gave me sees candys and toffees from marks and spencers! :]
we went to holland v after that, on the way i talked to mavis abt personal-ish stuff after what felt like an eternity which was very good.. we must shop soon okay mavis :] went to coffee bean after that, which was good cuz little 1b seems the hang out other than school hours sort, and thats always a good thing. then eskibar after that, where i drank the most but was the least red. and no, please no 'red does not show on black' sort of jokes. WEIQI i know what you were thinking, okay.haha. but the company was good. my us trip roomates! us trip.. sigh i miss those two weeks so so much. and trips change people. good example, yowie is becoming like charles after the bangkok archery trip. and that is really quite scary. haha.
this year is turning out to be very different from what i expected it to be. im extremely busy but that was expected. but in class, in terms of the consistency i expected from well, as recently as december... i thought i kind of escaped politics and bitching and emotionally stressful experiences and entered the safe friendly happy 1b (well mostly) for most of last year, and even during the us trip that was sort-of a reiterated concept but this is far more emotionally tiring than last year. and its so messy and complicated and involves so many people. rarr, whatever. i wish i had the capacity to not care sometimes.
and, i am Extremely Good at identifiying people who are.. well like the people on QaF. speaking of which i watched 4 QaF episodes straight today (since i was at home, whats the point of going to school for 2 hours of celebrations?) instead of studying for SATs. someone should shoot me. :[
and i hate chinesenewyear. its boring, and i eat alot of junk food and I HAVE ALOT OF WORK. grr. but! i have manymany dvds and 5 books which will keep me sufficiently entertainted. and i will probably end up abandoning my work, hmm.
i am still silly and dwelling over things i shouldnt be and still wondering and rationalising and waiting and hoping and questioning and BEING SILLY. ugh i wish i could delete all my emo songs, but i know i wont because yes sometimes i can relate to 'my november guest', indulging in my 'sorrows' and all. rarr whatever. i should be studying for SATs.
who uses words like abstemious, anyway?!?
shib picked a flower @ 10:03 PM
