Sunday, November 27, 2005
the more i think about it, this year has been really eyeopening. definitely the most eventful one ive had, ever. very different experiences, whirlwind of emotions. different groups of friends and different experiences with all of them. things happening and things that till now remained in storybooks and imagination. and the people ive met just get more and more interesting. jc's been amazing. despite what people say abt it being a disappointment, the ri guys always comparing ri to rj.. personally. its all been rather amazing. a rollercoaster ride of high highs and low lows and more opportunities than i could ever imagine in secondary school.
busy few days. chinablack on fri, clubbing after a really long time was fun, refreshing and nostalgic, which is a very interesting word to associate with clubbing. went with the usual people and new people too, which made it more interesting. realised that i quite missed clubbing, the whole idea of doing whatever you want with hardly any consequence and being worry free, at least for a while. escapism from reality, kinda anyway. and the decor of chinablack is v nice. i cant wait till we're all 18. then no more senseless worrying abt ids and so on. didnt get much sleep after that, woke up at a decent hour for PPP.
PPP was the most fun ive had in a long time(apart from the night before). with a bunch of people i had genuinely missed spending time with. love the roadrunners. :) badminton and tennis were ridiculous cuz i seriously suck at it. lack of practice! and im terribly, disgustingly unfit. so embarrassing i need to start running or something. i have learnt to appreciate kill bill! and i now want to get all 6 seasons of sex and the city on dvd. alot of time spent talking, watching stuff. newton was really good, and the walk there and the walk back. i love midnight or past midnight walks. the night is SO much better than the day. and the deserted stretch of road on the way to newton with the cool trees is a really nice setting for heart to heart, interesting talks. minus the cockroach i saw, eww. i think sleepovers are the best way for people to bond, which is probably a reason why the 1e bunch are close, the various sleepovers and late night talks. something about the night that makes us more open, honest and willing to share. "i never" turned out to be very interesting, as did the open ended "shoot shag or marry". the sleeping arrangements were rather squishy. but still, i had alot of fun. and i feel that we're alot closer now. probably one of the best sleepovers ive had in a while. <3s you all. :D
the days have been totally hedonistic. today was spent watching kill bill2, and then sleeping for many many hours. and then wasting time online, gossiping. or revealing stuff to/learning alot of stuff abt my new found bestfriend :] revelations hoho. i feel that i have alot to do, but im not doing any of it. like cleaning my room and actually STARTING to pack, readings for both s papers and hmun stuff. orientation and bmdp stuff, which has gotten kinda screwed up and more uncertain. ah well.
and sometimes i wish i wasnt so freaking kpo haha.
shib picked a flower @ 10:36 PM