Thursday, September 15, 2005
an hour plus left to the birthday.
school today. i dragged myself to school early, thinking initially it was just to give ben his wonka bars but then i realised he isnt so selfish. haha thanks ben,twinstomach [and chuckie, nice for the first time! haha],joel,spongebob,chenwei and weiyang for cake :D i like cutting cakes. and making wishes. haha
and thanks to manymany others for wishes cards presents msges IMs and so on and so forth. little ways of showing you remember go a long way really :D thankyou all. birthdays are fun. most of the time. and thank you 1b! : D nice class. and -cough. charles hazmi yowie zul yam. -cough. haha. stupid people.
but now the house is quiet and my dog is sad and its so ..lonely. :( just back from the airport. my sister always leaves at perfect timings. 3rd yr of sad birthdays, has to be a new record. 15th birthday dinika left (for the first time) and last yr was history prelims when i misread the question, stupidly, and screwed up the paper, and various other factors. and this yr too. more to it than dinika leaving but thats mainly it. and promos. but i guess in comparison its relatively happier. and after all birthdays are just essentially..a date. cant expect it to be all happy and cheery and stuff, just like any other normal day.
im not used to this. its usually a hyper dog dinika and sufiyan in the room, talking rubbish, fighting, singing stupid songs and so on. now its me the laptop and the sad dog is wandering around smelling my sisters clothes. :(
i think my dog can be a circus dog he jumps on everything, beds couches tables EVERYTHING. he is a lunatic. but also very moody and very sweet, i love my doggywoggy. marshmallow <3
and so i shall devote my life for the next two weeks, hopefully, to studying, or else there is no way i can take history s. which i am quite confident of getting, if everything goes okay for promos. WHICH at the moment seems a very remote possibilty. :( but i want to, rolly makes it sound so interesting, and my essays and stuff have been pretty decent and i love history. ah well. i must Mug. soon. Mugger Shib.
:D THANKS once again to everyone who made my 17th birthday very special. (: i feel so old. haha.
shib picked a flower @ 10:41 PM
